This is a window to my life.. snippets that highlight my shortcomings,my lack of resolve and my illusions of grandeur.I am standing at a crossroads, with indecisiveness weighing down upon me, and with semblances of achievements . But after everything is said and done,I know I am average,everyday,and mediocre at best.
Saturday, May 31, 2008
The Great Indian Babu
I am a clerk.The Great Indian babu.A file Pusher.Given the work no one wants to do.The trivial work.Bordering manual labor.Dressed in formal clothes,with the enthusiasm of a rookie, that I know in my heart, will evaporate by the end of the week.I look around,wheres ramu, whos to get me my chai and samosa.In the US of A,theres no ramu,if there was to be one it would be me.The lowest common denominator.The bottom scraper.The base of the pyramid. Like Ryan from The Office.no wait he was a temp.Me?I am worse.I am the lowly intern.
Un-ambitious
Its an amazing-ly lazy day.I don't feel like doing anything.I don't know what to do.I don't feel one bit hungry,having gorged myself like a hog in the afternoon.I don feel like watching a movie.Its almost sacrilegious to say I feel fed up with watching movies all day long.I have no pending work to do.just a 10 min touch up on a report that can be done at 11:59 pm on Sunday.I don't want to browse the net,I don't want to read anything.I don't want to go back to sleep.I have no will in me left.I have no ambition and before I know the day will have whizzed by.Whats a guy to do..??
I don't feel like but i guess i will go to Johnson park...
I don't feel like but i guess i will go to Johnson park...
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
Sudden Thoughts-1
The Internet is Bountiful and Unending... !!!
This realization had to come on the day before my Finals..
This realization had to come on the day before my Finals..
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
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