Wednesday, December 24, 2008

I am not Fat!!


Ok, I am fat.But not in my mind. I can be sated with the most minimal quantities of food. I find that I am not hit with pangs of hunger hours before mealtime. I could easily skip a meal and not reel over and pass out . I shouldn't be fat, not with all these traits of thin people. But I am. And rt now I am as fat as ever.The fattest I have ever been in all my 22 short years. Many times, have I tried to fight the Battle of the Bulge.From the time , Ms.Dimple Khanna told me in the 8th Std to shed the flab so I could look "smart" when I got older to the time when I went on a liquid diet in the 6th sem of my undergrad.There have been times when victory was Oh so near like when I had to put on braces and couldnt actually chew food or the time when I joined a gym (BodyCraft, run by the then Mr.Kerala. Rajesh-ettan) and actually touched 83 Kgs but I just didn't realize that I had actually lost weight to sustain that thin frame. I know there have been times when I wished I would be struck with Typhoid or jaundice and that would leave me looking like a malnutritioned refugee. I know what my problems are. I dont have that finishing power, to see something through to its completion. I have also trained my mind to continuously dwell on food. In my undergrad, the first 3 periods would be spent deciding where I would get Lunch from and the last three on the procurement of dinner. But in my heart, I know I will be thin someday, very soon. Its a life truth. Something I know to be true with all my heart, just like I know I will be filthy rich someday.Its an assumption,a fact thats a basic part of my life and my vision of the future.It cannot be any other way.I know that.


PS: I just realized that I have been fat for 10 years now.

6 comments:

Galadriel said...

aww.. you little chubby fella..

personally i don't think you qualify as fat, i think you're heavyset, but then that's what suits your build. you can exercise to keep yourself healthy and to avoid putting on any more weight but i wouldn't lose sleep over it.

Sonia said...

nvr knew dat Ms Khanna told u dat... feee!!!.. hehe.. luk dnt push urself 2 hard.. u genuinely look gud n ur not FAT!!! ;)

ananth said...

eda chette fat aanu ennu okke paranjittu penkutikaludene comment vakiika alle...anyhow...nammal maliyum oru divasom..btw i too am the fattest ever i have been in my life now...

anangrawat said...

you dog glad you have finally realised it, I always told you that you were fat, your "stone like Muscles" notwithstanding.

Pai said...

crossed 100? Atho ananthine pole thazhottu nokkiya saadhanangal kaanan pattatha situation aayo.. ;)

ananth said...

@pai
tendi njanum meliyum orikill ...just wait....